Catching UP

It's been like a century since we (Matt, Ding and me) had a proper dinner so we went this japanese marche wannabe thingy at city hall (not cheap though).

It is always good catching I guess. Lots of random stuff but still...

Mind

Why do we want to have children? To bring them into a world of suffering?

Tat's so much on my mind now...

Just too much

Good Enuff

This is good enuff I guess

U juz cant ask for too much in life..

Exist at War

Sometimes when they are at war, I juz wish I dun exist

It sux

Irrational

It makes u irrational

Do things u nvr tot u wld have done

Love is more than a feeling...

Somebody told me tat he is getting over his past r/s. Now tat there's this other creature (I wld call it for since the creature exists in transcendental state of emotions) who seemingly likes him and he too the creature...

Of nobility his heart prostrates, for he said tat he dun wanna it be unfair to the creature. Yet the paradox is such that by denying the creature, he has alrdy bring into manifestation the paradigm of unfairness.

SO wad's it to be?

From the movie- Feast of Love:

Bradley Thomas: Do you think love is a trick (that nature makes so that you can produce screaming babies) or do you think it's the only reason there is to this crazy dream?
Jenny: Which do you believe?
Bradley Thomas: The second one.

And I remember a female Christian singer (cant rmbr her name) from either Australia or New Zealand who sang in my church a couple of times and these parts of the lyrics struck me:

...tat your purpose in life
is to love and be loved
to forgive and be forgiven
to bless and be blessed

and finally

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

So then is love suffering? Thus to love is to suffer...

Or is love hope? I will wanna tink tat love is an embodiment of hope for where hope lies there the people will go and we see hope in religion, in love, which perhaps explain why these things, abstract as they are will nvr cease to exist.

And love is more than juz a feeling for feelings can be toned down with time. Love is more than a feeling, it is an ability...