Chaos

There r things I need to reconcile with. But rationalization always do me more harm than good! The process of rationalization is supposed to be cognitive. Does this bring the emotive elements apart from the process? Or r they enmeshed in this whirl of chaos? I rmbr my professor told me once tt humans do not like chaos. Positions muz be taken up to manage chaos. What then is the epistemological and ontological position of the chaos I am viewing or am part of?

Ignoring the fire

A few things:

1 My house was on fire. How exciting! The flames were licking the ceiling.

2 What's the use of going through it when it's repeatedly ignored?

So there's a fire. I can smell it but nothing is done to quash it while it's little. It will escalate.

Caring

Sometimes I tink I care too much abt things

Sometimes I think I want to know tt I matter in some pple's lives

And I realized tt if I dun really care abt the above, I prolly cant b bothered with the person

Somebody stated that why is it tt only upon one's death tt pple r accorded their dues

I tink the reason is simple: sense of loss

Unfortunately, such sensing comes about only after loss sets in

It is causational

The imperatives of grief and hence an appreciation is but a consequence of the compounded blend of emotive senses only to be generated via the removal of its source