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"Amoeba" - A very small living creature consisting of only one cell (Longman Dictinary of Contemporary English)

This is indeed the term, the Noun (N) best used in an adjctive(adj) sense to describe me(N)! Amoema, a uni-cell creature dependent on itself to multiply. It seems that u can draw a parallel between an amoeba and Bobby.

Bobby has been trying over the years to learn to feel but it seems like he cannot. He can feel JOY in all sense; he can feel happy, he can laff... ha ha ha...but one sad thing is that he can't cry. Emotions of sadness seemed to have departed from him. He knows no such emotions!

Oh yes, even if he feels happy, he cannot seem to stay with a single soul or be committed to one person for long. His BF (best fren) would have agrreed with all of his heart, soul and mind. There are juz so many nice girls in Bobby's life yet he never ever seem to be able to be in 'love' with them. Is he oppressing/supressing his feelings. Oh well, once he tot so but he came to a conclusion tat he did not...

Bob realised this emotional problem when his beloved granny passed into the next world on 14th Dec 2002. He heard the news and was shocked coz it was least expected since his granny was not suffering in hospital n stuff..totally unprecedented! Apart frm the SINGLE tear dropped on hearing the news, Bobby shed no tear thruout the wake, during cremation and even till today. The scariest thing is his granny is the cloest person on earth to him..YES! even closer than his own parents yet he could not xpress this sorrows...

Now, as he moved on into uni, he begun to wonder with a tot tat he once grabbled with...Is he gay? Oh well...he nids to spend more time pondering on this...meanwhile...

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