A Life of Dreams

"In peace I will both lie down and sleep, for You, Lord, alone make me dwell in safety and confident trust." - Psalm 4:8 (Amplified)

Monday, August 30, 2004

Loads of Readings

Sometimes I just wish that I am back to those good old army days. Sitting around in camp doing nothing. No worries about tutorials and work and READINGS! Oh even those college days where readings are all sorted out for you.. NOw in UNI! PUI! Massive readings are given n indeed they are MESS_ive.. goodness..so much 'chim' terminologies and strange concepts and tiny puny fonts..arghz! After JOY departed from my BED, had lunch and started doing readings since 2 till now! a good 6 hours++++++ at least! :( Oh well, wat to do? I asked for it! Who ask me to carry on with my education? Sighz.. hahz.. And now, gotta start doing prep work for soci n stuff.. sianz! And oh, I was too ill tdy to go dboat training tdy! Felt so bad... coz I am like kinda weak oredi.. oh well, wat to do? Have to do it.. have to chin.. have to row.. have to.. ..And it shall be doned! So aptly did the bible put it :"It is FINISHED!"

Friday, August 27, 2004

Screw ups Occurs always to me! :(

Been a long since I blogged! Realised how much I detest Jap. Totally disinterested and oh well hates it! Finally I made the decision to drop it and tat warrants me a 'W' grade (withdrawal)- not tat bad.. at least it will not affect my cap points. The side effects is that I gotten Ivan realli pissed abt it coz I said I would do the module wih him. My apologies but I really could not stand it any longer.

Recently, I have this strong tingling feelin tat sumone as a 'thing' for me. How? Feeling a little nervous abt tat and a little worried..coz I am the last person to fall for! A totally unfeeling person I am.. cannot seem to return love so to speak. And this has been happening thru the years..kinda sad ehz? =( Oh well... any advice? Guess it's some personal issues! Then I kenna dono wad rash on my arms and shoulder...darn itch ehz.. this suxs manz!

Off to apply CREAM to LUPE up my sticks (arms) to rid the rasheszzzz...


Friday, August 20, 2004

Welcome to the Club!

Tdy's such a tiring dae. Got to SRC like abt 1430 hrs to collect my laptop and goodness I waited for like 1 hour++++ for it.. so much for efficiency frm NUS computer center. ANyhow after tat i went for a game of squash with Qinlong, Jennifer n xin..oh well..pretty good game less one fear tat I'd - the dragon boat trainin tat follws it. And yes.. dragonboat traning.. run abt 2.2km and it seemed tat we ran one slope less this time and for warm up we did not even do jumping jacks. I sensed something fishy... and gosh.. did i not hit the jackpot?! AFter we came back frm the run we did like 140 (or was it 150) counts of eight Jumping JAcks and my rite leg was cramping like nobody's business! :( And to add on to the anguish I went thru, we did like abt 100 push ups followed by gym.. Arghz! So in the words of Tony,one of the senior boaters.. "Welcome to the CLub".. wat a great doorgift this was! And well, as one of the seniors told me during the gym session "Dun give up!We all started like tat too." Did tat encourage me somehow? Oh well... this came to me 'Though ye shal walk thru the valley of the shadow of death but I shall fear no evil!" Evilness... in the form of the torturous trainings? Issit a physical evilness or a mental one. Someone once said this to me and I am subsribe firmly to this belief also that with the same spirit of perservence n endurance, one shld take it with him in ALL aspects of life. Hence, I always believe a good sportsman should therefore be someone who performs well academically as well. This spirit of not giving up should of coz be applied to academic areas. Tenacity they call it. And good news.. aint it great tat finally LiHui 'made up' with me? hahahz... Oh well... she is like coughing away and I got her some actifed cough syrup.. Kinda strong but oh well.. i hope it works.. 8 am lecture..tat's in abt 7 hrs time...betta go in ZzzZzZz land.. Drifting off once more..

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wat a waste of time..

Long boring day for me.. had my fist 'nuts n bolts' lecture at nine this morning. Then i got to wait all the way till six for my next lesson. And now, beside me I got to put up wif tat JOY sleeping and wat's worse is that she actually tasked me to wake her up at 2? tink i am her alarm clock? Then supposed to meet Clement at 2 for philo counselling and now i am quite stuck in a situation.. feel like goin for 2pm lecture but oredi promised clement to meet him at 2 way b4 hand. Looks like i got to honour tat and go for the J.Lang lect at 6.. sighz.. oh well.. wat to do.. here's bobby wif a whole afternoon to waste.. maybe i go read up on my philo stuff.. signing off..

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Entering the 3rd time

Guess wat.. at NUS central library now.. supposed to be studying.. oh well.. i did study a bit lahz... but this JOY ah forever distracting me. Wat a boring dae reading soci course pack...arghz! Oh well... day is going to end soon and i am going to do some physical training..perhaps do a 8 km run on flat land or hmph..shld i do 5 km on slope? I'll see wad Guoming they all say first... hehz.. arghzzzz...i still got to prac for my Jap writing..so much readings... so much writing.. all these starting to put me down :( Poor Bob.. oh well.. tat is all for now.. till the.. it is back to readings... Ciaoz!

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Tiring nitezz!

Went for the spooked show earlier on wif the Funis pple organised by FCBC. It was awesome I must say! Pst Lawrence Kong is really an interesting person. Yea! Even as I was watching the performance, my EL1101E work juz came to me in my mind and so i was like mentally recording down certain things Pst said coz they might be useful to me for my english tutorial work. Had some makan at McDonald's at suntec after the entire thingy! After tat, i went to meet my cell grp for fellowship. By the time I met them it was like almost 12 midnite? and YES! I juz got home and I got to wake up at like b4 6 am to go for first service on Sundae! and the gd news? Joy has agreed to go for svc with me!! haha...and yes it is my church anniversary! Is tat not like so exciting?! Till then... ZzzZZzz

Virgin Postz...

Oh well, it seems that the whole world's blogging so I tot maybe I should start too. A whole new week of lectures. It is scary to tink how time have passed me by. I tot army was a 'draggish' and now tat is over, NUS life seems not any better. Attended my first Philo lect and i am completely lost amidst the clamour of philosophical arguments..argh.. And soon enuff, it is going to be project deadlines and exams and tests and wataever. My consolation is tat I've made pretty gd frens on campus and I've got good old frens wif me. Tat tot is certainly heart warming. Pple like Joy who is always the center of my Joke; the creature tat always seem to be happi go lucky and laffing at the tiniest joke, Weixin who is always there standing in line wif me against Joy; someone who is always ready to help. There is YiDing who of coz always seem to be M.I.A. Anthony who is not a senior but oh well.. he does hang out wif us.. one of the most helpful pple ard together wif Steven. Oh yea, my BF's wif me also in FASS though he is a senior [by the way BF = best fren; wad u tinking? ;)] Oh well... tinkin of the readings simply put me down but oh well..adversity reveals geniuses aint it? haha.. back to readings..

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