A Life of Dreams

"In peace I will both lie down and sleep, for You, Lord, alone make me dwell in safety and confident trust." - Psalm 4:8 (Amplified)

Friday, April 29, 2005

EC2101 - MicroEconomic Analysis

Yes! I screwed it up! Tat's tat!

I saw equation lik (Qc)(Qd) as Qc + Qd... hopefully i get some method marks...

Everyone was feeling down...

I was no exception... no mood to eat... and M called me n jio me go Holland V. and tat I gladly agreed! It was a great nite out! heh!

And thnxs LiHui for tat small gesture of concern by juz rubbing my arms... appreciate tat and in case u din know... physical touch is my 2nd most dominant love language...

Betta start to work for my econometrics paper ...


A Cheered Up BobSy

Thursday, April 28, 2005

A Fanny Nite

So I decided to stay over in sch after a long while of staying home...




Had a whole day of microeconomics... did some work after CLB closed at the engine bridge...


Had supper with D and J...


First thing tat occured to me when I was abt to step into J's rm... a lizard dropped on me! Great! An unauspicious sign... then next there came the reinforcement of the sign... the appearance of the great H!


Then it all happened... Bob was juz sitting peacefully and happily on the bedside... looking at J's laptop and it STOPPED!


What did? Gosh.. the ceiling fan my dear and I m literally being cooked here and o yea dear Ivan intended to tell J tat he's got a heat radiator (n of coz he's refering to MOI) with him ...


But something good did take place... Dear beloved Al is going to adopt us for the nite...


Awwwwww... So sweet!


Hot BobSy

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

JOY!

I saw this on J's blog and it strucked me...

Yea... I juz woke up from a nitemare... how sickening! Betta not say what it is b4 it comes to past...

Yes! It is strange how I can get closer to Joy more than other girls...

Now what is Joy?

1. Someone who looks like a woman, with streaks of gold n black on her head.

2. Someone who can be so totally bitchy when she is in her moods.

3. Someone who can take an hour to react to a joke.

4. Someone who constantly skips JS n Philo lectures.

5. Someone who is so 'buaya' over boys.

6. Someone whom I can depend on to tok to.

7. Someone whom we can spend hours gossiping, catching up and nvr getting sick of each other.

8. Someone whom wields the pen like a sword with her beautiful writings.

9. Someone who is so totally open and out with me.

10. Above all, someone who is my friend.

She is temperamental sometimes, she vents her frustations n mood swings on me, sometimes she makes me feel like stranggling her but at the same time, she brings smiles to me...

And NO! I m not suggesting tat I m in love with her... it is juz how interesting and amusing things turn out to be.

28th June 2004: I got to know her and she got to know me via the ARTS camp. I tot wad a bimbotic looking girl this is and she tot wad a dumbass I muz be. Turns out she was the best 'freshat' (female freshie) of the hse.

I like it when she says "Come! We muz go out n catch up!" and I bet she does enjoy my company (though she always says "Yea rite! Enjoy my ass!" Suggestive as it sounds...

I like it when we can juz roam at Harbourfront each holding an icecream juz wondering into shops n toking abt stuff...

I like it when we r able to make our conversations no matter how serious their contents are into something lighthearted...

I like it when we juz tok...

But NO! I dun like it when ppl tink we r together... and for PITS sake we r not!

and YES! I like it when Joy sms me "Tee Hee" coz I know she prolly be drunk or high on alcohol n going crazy... But I dun like it when she gets too drunk...

But nonetheless, there she is... Joy, a relatively new found fren....


Last but not least! Once again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY! and WELCOME to the Family of TWENTIES!


HAHAHA!
BobSy

Monday, April 25, 2005

Mystery

It is juz how amazing why some ppl do wad they do...

How can they want to do one thing or say one thing and then put into actions something else totally in contradiction with what he/she initially had spoken of?

So great a mystery they behold...

Or sometimes it is a secret not to be leaked...

Somehow

somewhere

They why? I asked

Then it struck me! It's their lives... why do I even bother?

It is a choice of lifesyle... a choice of doin wad they do...

Oh well... the mystery is unreveled...

So let it be to him who wants to do what he seeks to...


Mystery BobSy

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Amoeba Revealed

After I bombed the toilet at the central library, I bumped into M juz outside the lib! So I walked him to buy some snacks n withdrawing cash.

We took Bus B and I dropped at Law Link n started walkin back to the bridge...

As I walked, I suddenly saw light!

People been wondering how issit tat Bobby does not really feel emotions. Is there something essentially wrong with him?

I tot I am too... the label of 'amoeba' came in something ago... Self-labeling...

Suddenly, I realised: I cannot be too close to someone!

There muz remain certain gap between me and the frend else I have the tendency to either (a) find fault with the person or (b) take the person for granted...

Maybe also b'coz, I m afraid of the implications of committments...

Maybe it can also be b'coz I feel tat the person might not live up to my expectations or I expect too much...

Maybe... maybe...


BobSy

Some more stuff

ANd yes... I tink sometimes u guys juz shldn't tell me so much stuff...

It is tough to draw what I ought to or not to say or do...

Sometimes I wish pple will juz REPLY me when I sms them telling them "I M FEELIN DOWN!"

Issit so tough to juz be there as a fren?

Haven I tried to be there n nice abt stuff?


BobSy

Square One

Like wad my msn nick was... Sometimes I wonder why ppl do what they do?

I mean is there a need to compromise for what one sought to have?

On the other hand, is there a need for misguidance?

As for me, demands have been made frm me to him

Thrashes muz be trashed!

Perhaps, it is still square one tat serves us all best!


BoBsY

Sunday, April 17, 2005

EMB

Gosh... I have nvr felt so embarassed in my life!

BoBz

Friday, April 15, 2005

Whorish

U know sth Ah Ding...

Sometimes I feel like a whore...

N NO! tat does not mean I m having sex n sleepin ard in case horni **Y is wondering...

K! Tat's it for tdy!

Here's an anagram... pretty lame one... Solve it! HAHAA!

Oh no! White Whisky!
I fueled diseased fame
Ahem! A true Bobbies
Fishiest, detailed whine.

Out!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Continued... An Orgasmic Nite

Ok.. I m not done with tdy's blog yet...

SO yesterdae I was sleepin in sch... n gosh... suddenly I felt all the orgasmic powers covering me... it was wow!

I mean... it's juz so shiok!

Yay! Having so many sucking me... I feel so totally...

Yea.. u got it Jas n nard... it's the mosquitoes...

Goodness can... they were swarming me and feeding on me... I tink their things r so long tat they can penetrate thru the blanket coz apparently I felt the stings despite the blankets...

To spice it all up... it was a humid nite...

Humid nite with things sucking me off...

A total Orgasmic Experience!

Wondering where to get such wonderful experience tat surpassed all of the army days?

Wonder no more! Hop right down to RVR in NUS n stay for a nite!


BoBsY

Being Sensitive

I realised that there r really ppl who can be super sensitive... touch them n they tear...

On the other hand, we have the super insensitive who prlly not be affected by turns of events even when the stars n skies fall...

I tink I happen to juz so belong to the latter grp. Perhaps, it is because I dun realli put much thoughts into things? Maybe, I juz tink things aint tat bad or serious when they may well be... Maybe I m simply bo chup...

Then again, philosophically speaking, the very issue that I m typing this blog is indicates tat I might not be tat insensitive since I am sensitive to realise that I m insensitive. Thus, is sensitivity a part of me?

Anyhow, time to realli mug mug mug... juz less than 2 weeks n I screwed up my GEM midterm... who cares? The onli person who bothered was K.Phua... Thnxs!

and Thnxs Jas for putting me up...


BObSy

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Sextistics

I like econs yet I detest it. Why?

Econs is beautiful. Sometimes it makes me wonder what some policy makers r doin...

Stats is sexy. It is like bikini... what they reveal is nice and what they hide is even more wonderful...

I got posted to poly... They say do architecture... I tot I'll like drawing but I hated it... I detested those who draw better than and w/o effort... I hated losing sleep... I hated rushing n rushing to mit deadlines...n here I m, losing sleep

Econs n stats entered my life in JC days... I remember Dr. Teo coming into lecture delivering lessons he tot interestin... I yawned... I slept... n I left...

I hated those who did betta than me... Yet, they r my mates - classmates

I got promoted to J2, I got Phang, another econs tutor. I like Ms Phang. She's sweet. I like sweet ppl.

Then I went into NS. Stats n economics nvr left me... I saw the statistical decline of recruits in my company. Slightly more than 50% were left at the end of PTP... LDMR sets in... I hated seeing my frens leavin n I hated see those I do not like not leavin... I went to unit and did some finance, stats still stayed with me...

I hate econs... I see it everywhere... It is like sex... Sex is every where. U juz have to find it... it hides in every corner, so does econs... It peeps at u frm a corner... the papers, the prices of yr food... U consider the statistical risks of having sex... Sex is correlated to econs... U learn of diminishing returns juz like when u have sex for too long... the marginal utility diminishes...

Now, I m in NUS... I m an econs major... Econs has taken over! She has won... she's a major part of my life... she brought with it stats on the guise of ECONometrics...
I hate metrics... it kills me...


But I like the frens who stardee with me

They r there to help

I like pple who r helpful

I like Matthew who is metrics king

I like Al who is always helpful

I like Ding who is juz there always

I like Leonard with his 'bitchiness'

I like Jason with those little chats

I like Fabian with his little gestures

I like YIH... I like problem solving... I like the satisfaction I receive frm doin tough questions... I like such questions in econometrics...

So maybe I do like econs... do I?

Yea.. maybe I do...

So do I like sex? I donno...


The Sextistician

Friday, April 08, 2005

Staying Happy

As usual, I was mugging... so wad's unusal? Well... I did my essay again! But tdy's a short one.. seems like essays been part of my life!

Had lunch, tea, late tea, dinner with Ding, HX, Jas and L. Tok cock as usual n stuff... but surprisingly in spite of my tiredness, I m feelin happy tdy... no particular reason but tat's wad I felt...

Maybe it is b'cuz i m easily satisfied... toking to the guys.. those little jokes n rubbish somehow shone a little light into this otherwise mundane boring essay life for now...

So a lesson learnt... take joy in every little thing tat may juz add sparks in life.. does not take a bf or gf to make u happy.. juz be happy... appreciate the little happenings of life... enjoy the frenship u have with yr frens...

n now I know sometimes it really gets fun going out with Ivan, Kenneth, Joy, Xin, Jean etc etc etc, even though it is the usual boring going to town and having dinner.. it is the frenship man!

Isn't?


The Frenly Guru

Thursday, April 07, 2005

A nite in NUS

This is such a nice essay. Bob, u know wad... I tink u love writing dun u? I mean it is like u r always writing essays and u seem to be enjoy doin that. If it is me... I probably die writin essays. How I envy u... no maths.... no sci...


MY FOOT! I said!

I am like so sick of writing essays... spent my whole wednesday afternoon no no! whole day! Been doing it since 10 in the morning... Met Caleb outside arts club... plogged my arse down there .. plug in the power supply n there I went ... type type type... took almost an hr break from 1.45-2.35 pm... skipped my economterics lecture for the sake of essay! U muz thinking... This Bob has indeed a burning passion for writing eh... BAH! BURNING MY ARSE! Guess wad... after doing the essay till 6+ in the evening... I went to YIH to write another essay...for my GEM module... As Joy had aptly put "I am going to puke from writing essay" (MSN nick: 2005).

To top it all, to those having misconception that I am all essay... U r like so wrong! I am an Economics Major... lemme repeat ECONOMICS! n tat means maths maths maths... statistics, differentiation etc etc etc

So where am I now? I am still in school... SUX! doing work work work...

But thank God, all these are going to strenthen me...

And the hols are coming soooooon! but not b4 the exams!

Till then...

The Mug Guru

Monday, April 04, 2005

An Update

WOW! Been so long since I updated... it is like exams abt 3 weeks time! FULL STEAM AHEAD!

Last Tuesday (29th March) was a dear fren's birthday! (Dr.) Kenneth Tan... so we had a good dinner at Marche followed by yum yum deserts at Baker's Inn all paid for by Kenneth! WOW! Thnxs Ken!

I juz got home not too long ago... so where did Bobby go? I mean... it is like 2ish in the morning u know... Well... I was at the airport... my cell grp leader Wendy went Nias (an island off Indonesia) to aid in the rescue mission. The recent quake hit the scale at 8.7. And b'coz this was the first team there, they had to travel by sea instead of the choppers. Imagine... fly there from Singapore, then 8 hours bus ride to the jetty and then 12 hours boat ride to Nias. I really salute her! So I was there to receive n welcome her home together with some cell grp members. So proud of her!

And yay! I helped Keen with his philo essay upon his request!

Good deeds doned!

Cheerz!

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